Showing posts with label Christmas. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Christmas. Show all posts

Sunday, December 29, 2019

Christmas Books and Music 2019


For seven of the eight years since I started this blog, I have made a short post about the books (and sometimes music) I received as gifts for Christmas. (And in this case, also the used books I found in my post-Christmas shopping.) In addition to being fun, it also serves as a teaser for the reviews to be written in the upcoming year. As usual, I try to link the reviews to these posts as I write them.

Here are the past editions:


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Here are the books from this year: 

1. A Rare Benedictine by Ellis Peters

My brother (who has excellent literary taste despite liking Dirk Pitt), got me this one in a nice used hardback edition. A number of years back, I read and enjoyed the first book in the Cadfael Chronicles, A Morbid Taste for Bones. This book is number 16 in the series by date of publication, but isn’t considered part of the 20 in the official series. The reason for this is apparently that it is set fully 17 years before the first book, and is thus a kind of prequel to the main series. I assume it therefore tells of the early days of Brother Cadfael. “Ellis Peters” is one of the noms de plume of Edith Parteger, who wrote in a variety of genres, in addition to translating works from Czech. I have to confess that my brother also gave me a hardback edition of The Heaven Tree Trilogy, a set of novels she wrote under her own name - and I have not yet read any of it yet. I need to change that. 




Another one from my brother. This one was recommended to him by an acquaintance with Spanish roots, and is apparently much better known there than here in the United States. Falcones is a lawyer who happens to have written a bestseller. This one is set in the 14th Century, and is, if the cover is to be believed, “A historical thriller.” Sounds promising enough. In general, I have liked books written by lawyers, from Sir Walter Scott to C. J. Sansom, so that’s a point in this book’s favor.


3. The Patch by John McPhee


My wife’s sister’s husband got this for me. This is an unknown book and author for me, although it seems probable that I have read one or more of his essays in The New Yorker over the years without paying particular attention to the byline. McPhee is considered one of the pioneers of “creative nonfiction,” writing that is factually accurate but utilizes literary writing techniques to create compelling narratives. In other words, the kind of nonfiction writing we take for granted now. This book is his seventh collection of essays, published just last year. (Also, bonus points because it was purchased at Warwick’s in La Jolla.) McPhee’s style seems at a glance to be very much the sort of writing I enjoy, so I may well end up reading more of his books.


4. How To Be An Antiracist by Ibram X. Kendi
 


This was a gift from my wife, and is one I have wanted to read since it came out. If the Trump Era has taught me anything, it is that there is a need for decent people to be actively antiracist, not merely “I’m not racist” collaborators with white supremacy. Kendi’s short articles really resonated with me, particularly his division of people into active racists (like, say, Trump and Stephen Miller), those who consider themselves “neutral” or “colorblind” - the “white moderates” MLK castigated, and true antiracists: actively pushing back against racism. 


5. How to Invent Everything by Ryan North

  
This one sounds like a lot of fun. “A Survival Guide for the Stranded Time Traveler.” North is also known for the Dinosaur comic, and his Choose Your Own Adventure remixes of Shakespeare’s plays. So, well, a weird variety of things. And definitely the sort of book I would read. 

6. Music

As usual, an eclectic mix. My wife got me The Goat Rodeo Sessions, an epic collaboration between Yo-Yo Ma, Stuart Duncan, Chris Thile, and Edgar Meyer. I’ve listened to it on streaming, and it is nice to have a CD copy. 

My wife’s brother has introduced me to a number of delightful and non-mainstream artists over the years. This year, he got me no fewer than four albums. First up was two albums by Tennis, namely Yours Conditionally, and Young & Old. I’ll admit I hadn’t heard of the group, but my 16 year old had. Maybe I’m old? Next was Bon Iver’s latest, i, i. Finally, he found a promo copy of Future Me Hates Me by New Zealand band, The Beths. I got a chance to listen to this one on our vacation, and I am definitely digging it. 

I’ll add a final one in, which wasn’t technically a gift - except from myself. One of our local bands, the Jay Smith Group, released a couple of albums this year, and I really love their collaboration with Marlon Mackey (who sadly moved across the country so I don’t get to hear him in person now.) Just Stop is well worth the purchase

Monday, December 16, 2019

Christmas Poems 2019


This is my fourth (kind of) annual Christmas Poem post. I never got around to writing one last year You can read the others here:


And on a related note, last year’s Christmas Carol post.

Other posts on Christmas:


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Let’s get things started with this jem from the incomparable Emily Dickinson, one of my favorite poets. Few poets can capture the details of nature in such brilliant fashion, and this poem exhibits her talent at its best. Most of my life, I have lived in places without show (well, except for that freak storm in 1999…), but I remember those few years living in the mountains with fondness. (And we still go places with snow, of course.) See if this poem doesn’t bring to life the amazing reality of a fresh snowfall. 

It sifts from Leaden Sieves -
It powders all the Wood.
It fills with Alabaster Wool
The Wrinkles of the Road -

It makes an even Face
Of Mountain, and of Plain -
Unbroken Forehead from the East
Unto the East again -

It reaches to the Fence -
It wraps it Rail by Rail
Till it is lost in Fleeces -
It deals Celestial Vail

To Stump, and Stack - and Stem -
A Summer’s empty Room -
Acres of Joints, where Harvests were,
Recordless, but for them -

It Ruffles Wrists of Posts
As Ankles of a Queen -
Then stills it’s Artisans - like Ghosts -
Denying they have been -

A hike in the woods during a snowstorm.
 Sequoia National Park, May 2019

This next poem was one I discovered just a few months ago, while reading the sonnets of Edna St. Vincent Millay. That whole collection was a revelation, and rapidly became one of my favorite volumes. 

Millay wasn’t particularly religious, but wrote on religious themes. This one really hit home for me, where Christmas is everywhere and in one’s face, but little of Christ can be seen, particularly from those who speak his name the loudest. Christ has become a prop, an idol to be used to justify cruelty and hate. 

The sonnet form is used to perfect effect by Millay. The first quatrain encapsulates the commercialism contrasting with the reality of the first Christmas. The second is a snapshot of the fake religiosity that ignores the gospel. I can’t decide if the preacher is part of the problem or just ignored. “Honey and steel” certainly seems like the worst of professional preachers. The shift then occurs in line nine, as it should. The two tercets present the devastating reality. Nobody listens; the words mean less than the wind. Christ is in effect, dead, as he has had no effect. It’s not very optimistic, to say the least. But it sure fits our own times. 

To Jesus on His Birthday

For this your mother sweated in the cold,
A paper wreath; a day at home for me.
The merry bells ring out, the people kneel;
Up goes the man of God before the crowd;
With voice of honey and with eyes of steel
He drones your humble gospel to the proud.
Are all your words to us you died to save.
O Prince of Peace! O Sharon's dewy Rose!
How mute you lie within your vaulted grave.
Is back upon your mouth these thousand years.

This next poem is an excerpt from a longer poem. A MUCH longer poem. As in, about two thirds the size of Paradise Lost. I haven’t read the whole thing yet, but now I really want to. This particular part really spoke to me. W. H. Auden paints such a realistic picture of the post-Christmas experience. I can’t even decide what I like best. Maybe the “we have seen the actual Vision and failed /  To do more than entertain it as an agreeable / Possibility” line? Or the part about going back to materialistic assumptions? Or perhaps the last few lines. Hot dang, those are good. This is just a great poem, any way you slice it.  

Excerpt from For the Time Being

Well, so that is that. Now we must dismantle the tree,
Putting the decorations back into their cardboard boxes –
Some have got broken – and carrying them up to the attic.
The holly and the mistletoe must be taken down and burnt,
And the children got ready for school. There are enough
Left-overs to do, warmed-up, for the rest of the week –
Not that we have much appetite, having drunk such a lot,
Stayed up so late, attempted – quite unsuccessfully –
To love all of our relatives, and in general
Grossly overestimated our powers. Once again
As in previous years we have seen the actual Vision and failed
To do more than entertain it as an agreeable
Possibility, once again we have sent Him away,
Begging though to remain His disobedient servant,
The promising child who cannot keep His word for long.
The Christmas Feast is already a fading memory,
And already the mind begins to be vaguely aware
Of an unpleasant whiff of apprehension at the thought
Of Lent and Good Friday which cannot, after all, now
Be very far off. But, for the time being, here we all are,
Back in the moderate Aristotelian city
Of darning and the Eight-Fifteen, where Euclid's geometry
And Newton's mechanics would account for our experience,
And the kitchen table exists because I scrub it.
It seems to have shrunk during the holidays. The streets
Are much narrower than we remembered; we had forgotten
The office was as depressing as this. To those who have seen
The Child, however dimly, however incredulously,
The Time Being is, in a sense, the most trying time of all.
For the innocent children who whispered so excitedly
Outside the locked door where they knew the presents to be
Grew up when it opened. Now, recollecting that moment
We can repress the joy, but the guilt remains conscious;
Remembering the stable where for once in our lives
Everything became a You and nothing was an It. 

I’m going to call my choice of four poems a tradition. Hey, four years is enough to make a tradition, right? I’ll end with Paul Laurence Dunbar. After the kind of bitter taste of the two preceding poems, Dunbar’s exuberance and joy is refreshing. This, despite living in less-than-ideal circumstances. (Despite his education and obvious talent, he had to work as an elevator operator most of his life - Jim Crow and racism in action.) This is the ultimate hope of Christmas - that one day, all will be restored, healed, and made new. Ring out, ye bells indeed!  

Christmas Carol

  Ring out, ye bells!
   All Nature swells
With gladness at the wondrous story,—
   The world was lorn,
   But Christ is born
To change our sadness into glory.

   Sing, earthlings, sing!
   To-night a King
Hath come from heaven's high throne to bless us.
   The outstretched hand
   O'er all the land
Is raised in pity to caress us.

   Come at his call;
   Be joyful all;
Away with mourning and with sadness!
   The heavenly choir
   With holy fire
Their voices raise in songs of gladness.

   The darkness breaks
   And Dawn awakes,
Her cheeks suffused with youthful blushes.
   The rocks and stones
   In holy tones
Are singing sweeter than the thrushes.

   Then why should we
   In silence be,
When Nature lends her voice to praises;
   When heaven and earth
   Proclaim the truth
Of Him for whom that lone star blazes?

   No, be not still,
   But with a will
Strike all your harps and set them ringing;
   On hill and heath
   Let every breath
Throw all its power into singing!


Tuesday, January 1, 2019

Christmas Books 2018


For six of the seven years since I started this blog, I have made a short post about the books I received as gifts for Christmas. (And in this case, also the used books I found in my post-Christmas shopping.) In addition to being fun, it also serves as a teaser for the reviews to be written in the upcoming year. As usual, I try to link the reviews to these posts as I write them.

Here are the past editions:


Here are the books from this year:



As usual, I was given a number of intriguing used books by my lovely and literary wife. I have wanted to read Strange Fruit for some time. This 1944 novel tackled the then controversial topic of interracial marriage. Living in California in the 21st Century, it seems rather ordinary. But lately, there has been an open return to vicious racism, including the claim that interracial marriage is somehow “white genocide.” I plan to read this for Banned Books Week this year.



This book has been on my library reading list for a while, so when I found a used copy at the marvelous Grassroots Books in Reno, I snapped it up. I have read a number of books about geology and geological history, in part because the kids and I have been visiting national parks and monuments here in the western United States, and geology is on display everywhere. This book is about the map that lead to our modern theories of geology - and revolutionized our beliefs about the age of the earth.



This book has been on my wish list for a while - I love Wallace Stevens. My in-laws got me a Library of America hardback edition. I can’t wait to dive in.  



Another Library of America edition - this one was all of four bucks at Grassroots. You bet I snapped this one up. Democracy: An American Novel has been on my list for a while, so I am planning to start with that one. Adams was plenty fascinating in his own right: descended from two presidents, he wrote about political corruption. I’ll try to include more about him in my eventual review of his books.

 


It would not be much of an exaggeration to say that Peter Enns saved my faith. It would not be any exaggeration to say that Enns saved my ability to read and enjoy the bible. After 40 years in the Evangelical tradition, and seeing increasing fundamentalism, where scripture was increasingly wielded as a weapon to abuse vulnerable people, from immigrants and refugees, to the poor, from women to LGBTQ people, I knew I would either have to change how I approached the bible, or leave the faith altogether. Enns was a lifesaver - someone who pointed out what should have been obvious: the bible doesn’t work as an instruction book or textbook of systematic theology. And, in fact, the Evangelical approach to scripture is a historical anomaly, out of touch with the long tradition of interpretation.

This book is one I have wanted to read. I suspect it will cover a lot of the same ground as Enns’ blog, but in a more systematic manner. Amanda got this for me.

 
 
This collection of short stories has been on my reading list almost since I started the blog, yet I had never pulled the trigger and ordered it. I was thrilled to find an inexpensive used copy at Grassroots.



My poetry collection needed this book. Amanda found it for me in a lovely hardback edition.



A couple of years back, I listened to McCann’s novel Let The Great World Spin on audiobook, and loved it. It really is fantastic and compelling writing. I considered buying this one new, so I couldn’t resist getting it used.

9. North America by Anthony Trollope



Regular readers know I love Anthony Trollope. I have yet to read his non-fiction, however. This two volume hardback set was from Amanda. It looks fascinating.



I love Rilke. I previously read Anita Barrows and Joanna Macy’s lovely translation of The Book of Hours, so I look forward to exploring more. Amanda found this one for me.

11. Thurber by Burton Bernstein



I love James Thurber, and have a fairly extensive collection. (You can read my post about Alarms and Diversions here.) This biography of Thurber promises to be a good read. This is another one Amanda found for me.

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A bit of music too:

My brother-in-law, who has eclectic and sophisticated taste in music, got me the Punch Brothers’ latest, All Ashore, and Esperanza Spaulding’s Radio Music Society. I listened through the Spaulding once, and want to immerse myself more in that music. And also give a good listen to the Punch Brothers album. Three of the kids and I went to see them live in LA last year, and they are fantastic.

Saturday, December 22, 2018

A Christmas Carol and An Amy Adams Christmas (Stars 2018)


Full disclosure: A member of the cast gave me a comp ticket for this show. So assume I am horribly biased and all that. Of course, I always blog about whatever the heck I want, and don’t claim to any sort of objectivity. So take this review with the usual block of salt.

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I’m not sure how many of my readers are American Idol fans. I never really got into it, mostly because I just don’t watch much television. (If you want to know how I read over a book a week, it’s because I decompress that way, not with the tube…) But, at least for the first few seasons, I knew enough people who cared, so I kind of at least kept up with what was happening.

For those of us from Bakersfield, California, it was season three that mattered the most, because one of our own, Amy Adams, was a legitimate contestant. Bakersfield is an interesting place. Outside of California, it would qualify as a pretty dang big city. The metro area has over 800,000 people, making it number 62 in the US. (By comparison, the city itself is twice as big as Salt Lake City, and the metro area nearly as large.) But, despite its size, it feels very much like a small town. For example, both the legal community and the music/arts community are close knit and mutually supportive.

 Amy Adams on American Idol

And, relevant to this post, we really tend to embrace our own. Look at Buck Owens, who drew a crowd at his nightclub up until his death. (I had the honor of playing with him as part of a joint Buckaroos/Bakersfield Symphony concert back in the day.) If you are from Bakersfield, and embrace us, we will embrace you. It’s a thing I like about this town. Bakersfield’s Amy Adams should not be confused with the more famous actor, Amy Adams. After some success in Vegas and on tour, our own Adams came back to Bakersfield, had a couple of kids, and got involved in our local scene, teaching and working with youth. Which I think is pretty cool.

 Amy Adams, more recently, with a bit less pink, but still with all the spunk.

I’ve reviewed a few shows at Stars Dinner Theater before - it’s one of the longstanding local institutions that tends to focus on the “usual suspects”: the standards of music theater. Nothing wrong with this, and it has been a fun way for the kids to see some of these live. I tend to be intrigued by the more offbeat productions, and it is nice to see that they have branched out a bit lately.

This particular production was a double bill. The first half was a one act adaptation of Charles Dickens’ A Christmas Carol by Ed Hopkins, followed by a musical review put together by Amy Adams.

Let me start with the Dickens. I have been a Dickens fan ever since my mother read David Copperfield to me and my siblings when I was about 9 years old. Since that time, I have read ten of the major novels, all five Christmas novellas, and a bunch of the short stories. For a decade or so, I read a Christmas novel every year. Although I have a soft spot for The Haunted Man, there is no doubt that A Christmas Carol is in the pantheon of greatest stories of all time. The kids and I watch the Muppet version every year, and it never gets old. (I am also partial to the old Alistair Sim black and white movie. So classic.)

The fun, of course, for the writer and director, is how to stage this story. Dickens is pretty long on description, which is better show than told on stage. On the other hand, there are some amazing zingers in his dialogue, which really should be preserved if possible.

I am happy to say that Ed Hopkins did a fine job of striking a balance between drama and the original. All the lines I was hoping to hear were preserved intact, and the occasional narration by Bob Cratchit was likewise drawn from the original. As a one act adaptation, it was quite enjoyable.

The key to any version of A Christmas Carol, is, of course, Scrooge. In this case, Kevin McDonald played that part. I have mentioned his fine work in previous posts. I was not disappointed in this production. McDonald captured the many moods of Scrooge, from vicious cruelty, to fear, to irrational exuberance in a memorable and riveting manner. I would be hard pressed to imagine a better choice for this role. (Disclosure: Kevin comped my ticket, and is hilarious on facebook, so I am undoubtedly biased. But I did like his work before I actually met him online or in person.)

 Amy Adams (The Ghost of Christmas Present) and Kevin McDonald (Ebenezer Scrooge)

I’ll also note the work of another online friend of mine, Norman Colwell, who played the ghost of Jacob Marley. Norman spent several decades in radio and TV, but really got into the stage late in life. Of his 77 total stage appearances, 71 have come since he turned 70. That is badass. And I loved his portrayal of Marley, with a combination of deadly (or is that undead) seriousness and slapstick humor.

Amy Adams took the part of the first two ghosts. Two real-life couples played the central couples in this work: Peter and Gianna De Keles as the Crachits, and Patrick and Karri McNeal as the Fezziwigs. I find it fun when casting is done this way. The real life chemistry often bleeds into the drama. I’ll also mention stage veteran Paula Einstein and Lindi Pellett as the charitable organization representatives, and Brent Starrh and Elizabeth Mackay as Fred and wife. I am not sure whether it was Peter Antongiovanni or Evan Clason who played Tiny Tim on the night we went, but he got the biggest applause of the night - and deserved it.

I am sure I am missing a number of other fine actors, but such is the nature of a blogging hobby. I enjoyed it, and can’t think of any sour note.

After the intermission, we got what was basically a musical Christmas revue, with Amy Adams’ eccentric family as the subject. It is my understanding that Adams co-wrote and directed this portion of the production. My favorite part of this segment of the evening was the music. With a cast of 20+, the arrangements were much more sophisticated and interesting than a standard SATB pulled off the shelf. It wasn’t clear if Adams did these herself, or just found the arrangements and made them happen, but either way, I was impressed. Stars generally has good quality vocal work (see Caley Mayhall in Ragtime), but the ensemble work was particularly impressive in this case. Adams appears to have a knack for raising the level of performance. Both pitch and ensemble were outstanding - as a musician myself, I noticed.

Let me also mention the fine work of the three piece live band. Piano, bass, and drums. I know musicians are expensive and take up space, but there is nothing like live music. Well done, guys, and thanks for your commitment to art.

In any event, an enjoyable night.

Turning from the specifics of this performance, I want to look a bit at Dickens and a theme that really stood out to me this time.

Anyone who has read Dickens extensively knows that behind all the good humor and optimism lies a deep hurt. Even A Christmas Carol turns out to be a really dark story, if you think about it. But for a bit of supernatural intervention, Tiny Tim dies, Scrooge dies forgotten at best, and the Victorian economic machine continues to grind the poor into dust.

There is a real life reason for this. There is a singular event in Dickens’ childhood which he never really got over, and which keeps appearing throughout his fiction. When Dickens was age 12, his father was arrested and imprisoned for debt, ending Dickens’ education, and forcing him into grinding child labor. In essence, this event broke apart their family, and terminated Dickens’ childhood. Yeah, no surprise he never got over it. His dad was just an expendable cog in the economic machine - never mind he was working. His family was destroyed and his wife and kids thrown on the mercies of a heartless society. Sure, Dickens survived and became a famous novelist. But many more died as children, forgotten, and unmourned.

I was reminded of this at several points in the evening entertainment. The first was when Scrooge himself spoke of his own trauma: his mother died giving birth to him, and he likewise rejected his nephew Fred, because Scrooge’s beloved sister Fan died giving birth to Fred. (One of those mundane commonalities of the Victorian Era we tend to forget…) Soon afterward, Scrooge turns a homeless boy out, scorning his carolling. Even in a Christmas story, the menace of cruel fate and crueler humanity is front and center. (Of his five Christmas novels, I think only The Cricket on the Hearth is mostly good cheer, and even it has an undercurrent of poverty. And damn, The Chimes is so dark.)

Both the left and right have tried to claim A Christmas Carol as proof of their particular politics. I rather used to think both had a point once upon a time. Of course, that was back before the GOP went full social darwinist, so it was... a different time. After more careful readings, though, I realized that the heart of Scrooge isn’t really that of a smug liberal. (Although, to be sure, there is plenty of approbation due to those who prefer their segregated, gated neighborhoods while relying on government aid to assuage their personal consciences.) Scrooge actually is the modern social darwinist in so many ways.

His cure for poverty?

Wait for it...PRISONS. And workhouses, where the poor are put to slave labor for long hours in exchange for starvation food and housing. Seriously, before you compare our modern safety net to Victorian institutions, take a minute to research them. Socioeconomic status translated into literally decades of life expectancy. As Scrooge himself said, “If they are going to die anyway, they should do so quickly and decrease the surplus population.” It was this idea of much of humanity being “surplus” that led to the imprisonment of Dickens’ father. It is this idea of “surplus” which leads to the disdain for impoverished refugees today. And more.

As Dickens points out, we might not really want to categorize humanity as “surplus,” considering that we don’t really know that it won’t be us ourselves who are truly the surplus. There is the strong hint that Scrooge himself is “surplus,” one of those whom nobody will miss.

Two songs in the second half of this production tied in perfectly with Dickens’ theme. The first was one of my all time favorite Christmas songs: “Oh Holy Night.” I wrote about this (and a few other carols) two years ago. Kudos to Amy Adams and company for including those amazing lines from the second verse: “Chains shall he break, the slave is our brother / and in His name, all oppression shall cease.” Let us not forget that, while the American translation was expressly abolitionist, the French original also focused on the oppression of the poor by the powerful. Charles Dickens would approve.

The second song was one sung by Gianna De Keles, “My Grown Up Christmas List.” This modern song, written by Linda Thompson (lyrics) and David Foster (music) was originally recorded by Natalie Cole, although it didn’t really become at hit. As those of us with an Evangelical background remember, Amy Grant’s 1992 version is the one which propelled the song to prominence. Later, Kelly Clarkson (hey, there’s an American Idol reference again) blew it all open in 2003 with her recording. In any event, the lyrics are quite good, and speak to the age-old problem of the way we tend to destroy the families of the poor, then blame them for it. Again, Charles Dickens would approve.

Call me a sentimental fool, but I still wish for this. I wish we would stop tearing lives apart in the name of (fill in the blank: mass incarceration, border “security,” war, hate, racism, you name it.) I wish we would put aside our ideas of what is “deserved” and start really looking at what we do to children in particular. Perhaps, this Christmas, more of us can find some empathy in our hearts and stop building walls - and build a bigger table instead.

I suspect that the theater audience here in Bakersfield skews toward the “liberal” side, for lack of a better term. (I’m still struggling with the idea that I somehow am a Commie because I don’t embrace White Nationalism and Social Darwinism.) But still, there was a certain political component to this production by its very nature. You put that pinko Dickens on stage, and sing about Christmas and the brotherhood of humankind, and, well, before you know it, you push back against hate. It’s a beautiful thing.

Amy Adams has a fine voice. It definitely has a country girl twang, so it is definitely a Bakersfield type. I’m a musical omnivore, so I enjoyed it, but your mileage may vary, depending on if you love or hate country. I appreciated that she didn’t feel the need to grab the spotlight, but let everyone else shine, taking advantage of her moments without acting like a diva. As I mentioned above, it was the work on ensemble singing that impressed me most.

I’m going to go with the Amy Grant version of the song, just for the 1990s nostalgia and my own memories. Long live the electric keys of the era...they take me back whenever I hear them.

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Do you remember me
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you with childhood fantasies
Well I'm all grown up now
And still need help somehow
I'm not a child but my heart still can dream

So here's my lifelong wish
My grown up Christmas list
Not for myself but for a world in need
No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end, no
This is my grown up Christmas list

As children we believe
The grandest sight to see
Was something lovely wrapped beneath the tree
But Heaven only knows
That packages and bows
Can never heal a heartached human soul

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end, no
This is my grown up Christmas list

What is this illusion called the innocence of youth
Maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end, no
This is my grown up Christmas list
This is my only lifelong wish
This is my grown up Christmas list