Source of book: I own this.
It would not be an exaggeration to say that Peter Enns saved
my faith. Literally.
Although I haven’t spelled it out in the pages of this blog,
my blogging career has coincided with a series of crises of faith, triggered by
a series of events which have made it impossible to continue as I had been. At
the heart of these crises (they are separate enough to divide into three
categories) has been the Bible: what it is, what it means, and how it is
used.
The events and the results essentially break down into three
categories. The first in time was a crisis over Fundamentalism. (I define what I mean by that in
this post.) This issue had been brewing literally since I was
a kid. I never fully bought into a lot of the Fundie baggage I was raised on,
although I sure tried. I protested our family’s involvement with Bill Gothard’s
cult. I breathed a big sigh of relief when I moved out because I could at least
make my own decisions on cultural/religious matters. Things unfortunately came
to a head in my mid-30s when my parents decided to attempt to impose certain
Fundie values on my wife. The two results of that were that my wife essentially
has no relationship with them, and I had to work through a significant crisis
of faith over that. Central to that crisis was the issue of biblical
interpretation. Specifically, the problem of imposing ancient views of gender roles on modern times,
and use of scripture to enforce certain cultural preferences.
My discovery of Enns at that time was a big positive, because he demonstrated a
better way of approaching the bible, one that acknowledged that it wasn’t God’s
Little Instruction Book™, but a human record of our forebearers’ quest to
understand God, and live the godly life in the cultural times and places they
inhabited.
The second category was triggered by the election of Il Toupee. Or,
more accurately, the overwhelming support of my former religious tribe for a
white supremacist and wholehearted embrace
of his racist policies.
This one was huge, to be honest. I had to ask myself the difficult question of
whether I could remain a Christian and still retain my compassion and basic
human decency. It was clear that we could not continue to participate in
Evangelicalism, and that doing so was a moral hazard to our family.
Fortunately, I had enough knowledge of the Bible and the teachings of Christ
from my youth to recognize that this was actually completely contrary to the
teachings and example of Christ Himself. And that, thus, white Evangelicalism
was actually Antichristianity. But here too, Enns was a huge help. In his
articles and podcasts (with some amazing guests too) during this time, he
pointed out the root issues: proof texting, lack of context, belief that white
Americans are the new Israel - justifying ethnic cleansing of non-whites among
other evils.
The third category also has been a long time coming. From my
youth, I knew instinctively that certain “truths” held by Evangelicals to be
self-evident were actually bullshit on a stick. They did not match experienced
reality at all, and thus required a ton of cognitive dissonance to sustain. The
first of these was Young Earth Creationism
(which, to be fair, my dad didn’t believe, so I grew up with some alternative
views.) But there were others, too. The teachings about gender pretty much fell
apart whenever I was out of the Fundie bubble and experienced amazing female leaders.
The “history” I was taught from a Fundie source turned out to be what might
charitably be called “whitewashed” - but we got the same shit from the pulpit too.
Oh, and working with victims of domestic violence pretty much made it clear
that the theology was a huge problem.
And then there was the issue of human sexuality, where reality and doctrine
didn’t match up at all, and the serious historical inaccuracies (and
propaganda) in the Bible, the theological contradictions, the serious errors
when it came to science, math, and
medicine...and...well, it was pretty clear that I was either going to have to
find a different way to approach faith and scripture, or I was going to have to
leave the faith altogether.
Again, it was Enns who eloquently expressed a better way.
One that fit reality better. One that tended toward compassion and humility,
rather than hate and self-righteousness. It wasn’t just Enns, though. I should
definitely give credit to a couple of individuals who sadly passed away this
year: Tim Chastain
and Rachel Held Evans.
Without the example of people like them, who demonstrated a Christianity that
looked a lot more like Christ, and a lot less like the KKK, I would have been
gone by now.
All this is a preamble to my discussion of the book itself.
I believe my own experiences mirror those of many of Enns’ fans - and we are
the group to which he directs his ongoing podcast series, The Bible for Normal People.
In essence, the book is a summary of an ongoing discussion
that Enns has been having on his blog and podcast - and in his classroom - for
the last few decades. None of this is new, of course: as Enns points out, the
discussion and argument over the nature and meaning of scripture has been going
on literally for thousands of years. It is the modern,
Enlightenment-influenced, reactionary Fundamentalist approach to the Bible that
pretends that we have all the answers, and that our beliefs are the same as
they have always been, pure and unchanging.
If I were to characterize the way Evangelicals handle
scripture, I would say that they at best misuse it, and at worst abuse it,
making it into a weapon directed at women, gays, and racial minorities. (And of
course, anyone who doesn’t share their exact beliefs.)
By misuse, I mean that they use the Bible in a way that it
doesn’t work, as an instruction book or guide to systematic theology. They try
to cram it into a box, where it can speak with a single voice, and give clear
answers to difficult questions. And then they claim that their interpretations
are the only true, objective, clearly
correct interpretations. This is a view of the Bible that
cannot withstand even a casual experience of reality, which is one reason so
many former Evangelicals have decided to leave the faith altogether. If your
faith depends on denialism, it won’t survive contact with reality.
By abuse, I mean the use of scripture to do evil. To harm
people. To justify atrocity. Which is, well, pretty much white Evangelical
politics right now. I won’t get into that too much in this post, as I have done
that previously.
Enns does a good job of tracing these problems to a
fundamental problem:
Evangelicals/Fundamentalists have a theological need for the
Bible to be something that it is not.
Specifically, they need the Bible to be the literally
dictated Word of God™, completely infallible, inerrant. It needs to function as
an instruction book, telling them what to do in every situation. It needs to be
the final word about the nature of God, and how we relate to Him. (And in their
view, God is definitely male…)
As I discovered - by reading the Bible! - the problem is
that the Bible is most certainly NOT what Evangelical theology needs it to be.
And that is the problem that needs to be faced before we even get to such
doctrines as Inerrancy.
Here is the problem: if the Bible were in fact literally
dictated by God, then that God would be in fact morally repugnant, horribly
inconsistent, and wrong about science, math, medicine, and history. That God
couldn’t even make his mind up about fundamental theological issues. Even such
things as whether polygamy was good or bad, whether keeping Torah was important
or not, and many other major issues. This is a problem when it comes to
treating the Bible as a rulebook: what rules do you pick? As Enns puts it:
Many Christians have been taught that the Bible is Truth
downloaded from heaven, God’s rulebook, a heavenly instruction manual - follow
the directions and out pops a true believer; deviate from the script and God
will come crashing down on you with full force.
If anyone challenges this view, the faithful are taught to
“defend the Bible” against these anti-God attacks. Problem solved.
That is, until you actually read the Bible. Then you see that
this rulebook view of the Bible is like a knockoff Chanel handbag - fine as
long as it’s kept at a distance, away from certain curious and probing
eyes.
Once you do look closely at it, you can tell it isn’t what
it is claimed to be. But the problem isn’t with the Bible.
And now for some good news: I believe God wants us to take
the Bible seriously, but I don’t believe he wants us to suppress our questions
about it.
I don’t believe he wants us to be in constant crisis, in a
stress-reduction mode of having to smooth over mass floods, talking animals, or
genocide.
I don’t believe God wants us to live our lives wringing our
hands over how to make the Bible behave itself, expending energy 24/7 to make
the Bible into something it’s not, and calling that “serving God.”
The problem isn’t the Bible.
The problem is coming to the Bible with expectations it’s not
set up to bear.
So what happens when the Bible doesn’t behave? Well, one
approach is to exert ever-increasing levels of pressure on believers to ignore
the issues, and hew to the company line. As Enns tells the story of his own
journey, he observes that the “system...apparently couldn’t hold it together without
exercising some serious information control.”
Enns eventually came to the conclusion (as did I), that the
Bible is something altogether different from an instruction book or summary of
systematic theology.
When we open the Bible and read it, we are eavesdropping on
an ancient spiritual journey. That journey was recorded over a thousand-year
span of time, by different writers, with different personalities, at different
times, under different circumstances, and for different reasons.
In the Bible, we read of encounters with God by ancient
peoples, in their times and places, asking their questions, and
expressed in language and ideas familiar to them. Those encounters with
God were, I believe, genuine, authentic, and real. But they were also ancient -
and that explains why the Bible behaves as it does.
This kind of Bible - the Bible we have - just doesn’t work
well as a point-by-point exhaustive and timelessly binding list of instructions
about God and the life of faith.
But it does work as a model for our own spiritual journey.
An inspired model, in fact.
And this is why we have, just to name a few examples that
Enns uses in this book, two contradictory creation accounts, two contradictory
histories of the kingdom of Judah and life of King David, and four inconsistent
accounts of the genealogy, birth, and life of Jesus Christ.
Enns also points out something that should be obvious: we
humans love stories. We communicate our truth best, not through dry facts, but
through narrative. That’s why a God who communicates with humans would be well
advised to do so through stories. And the point with stories is not that they
are “factual,” but that they are, on a certain level, “true.” For just one
example of this, think of Shakespeare’s greatest works. For the most part, they
are not “factually true.” Hamlet didn’t exist - or at least wasn’t the Hamlet
of Hamlet, speaking those immortal lines. But Hamlet is true in a
deep, spiritual and emotional, way. It resonates with our own knowledge and
experience of ourselves. Much of the Bible works this way too. A lot of Genesis
is myth - and that is fine. It doesn’t cease to be “true” just because it isn’t
non-fiction as we understand it. Rather, the stories spoke to the present day
of when they were written down in their present form (during the exile or
afterward, depending on the book), and can resonate today in a related, but
different, way.
For me, this understanding came early and easily: I read
other ancient books like The Iliad and The Odyssey as a teen, and
saw striking similarities. Ditto for various mythologies and origin stories.
These were both exotic (because the past is, so to speak, a foreign country), but also,
deeply true, because humans are humans at a certain level, and our
psychology retains links to the past. As Enns puts it, longing for the past
brings dysfunction: to be relevant, we need to bring the past forward into the
present, finding ways that the experiences of the past can inform and enlighten
the present.
Fretting over how the Bible presents the past, which is so
unlike our way, and then smoothing over the differences to make the Bible
behave, betrays a deeply held, likely unconscious, false expectation that the
Bible should act according to our alien expectations.
Cramming the stories of Israel into a modern mold of history
writing not only makes the Bible look like utter nonsense; it also obscures
what the Bible models for us about our own spiritual journey.
…
We are “products” of our past, no doubt, but not forever so,
as if our past has written our life script in cement. We choose - as did
writers of the Gospels and of the stories of Israel - how to read the past,
what we wish to accept now; we adapt and transform the past into who we
are and what we wish to become in our relationship with God.
The past informs the present, but it also serves the present.
When the present serves the past, we are stuck in nostalgia, longing for the
good old days - a sure recipe for emotional and spiritual dysfunction.
Woo boy, that last line is a doozy. This is (in my view) at
the heart of how Evangelicalism turned to evil. They are stuck in nostalgia,
and therefore see “godliness” as a return to the past. But recreating the past
means in practice returning to the injustices of the past. And right now that
means ethnic cleansing of Hispanics, putting African Americans back in their
place, and pushing LGBTQ people back in the closet. And putting women back in
their place too, it appears. This is also why “Make America Great Again”
appeals so much to Evangelicals - and why the racism, xenophobia, homophobia,
and misogyny inherent in that appeal is a feature, not a bug.
Another fantastic point that Enns makes is that forcing the
Bible to be what it is not, so that it becomes what we want it to be is
actually idolatry.
As a person of faith, journeying onward along the Christian
path, I want to do my best to take the Bible for what it is. I want to try, as
best as I can, to watch how the Bible behaves and then try to understand what
sorts of things the Bible is prepared to deliver. I want to align my
expectations with the Bible as an ancient text and accept the challenge of
faith: letting go of how I think things should be and submitting to God.
There’s an irony: the passionate defense of the Bible as a
“history book” among the more conservative wings of Christianity, despite
intentions, isn’t really an act of submission to God; it is making God submit
to us.
In its most extreme forms, making God look like us is what
the Bible calls idolatry.
I am reminded of another Enns quote (from a blog post) that
clarifies this thought:
We honor tradition best when we take seriously the sacred
responsibility for shaping it for our time and place rather than preserving it
in past iterations out of nostalgia or fear.
There is another chapter in the book that strongly resonated
with me. It is entitled “Raising Kids by the Book. FYI, It Doesn’t Work.”
Just that title alone is awesome. As is the chapter. It
begins with Enns recounting some conversations with his kids, which change as
they grow up. So, from “that soda isn’t good for you” through “just one sip of
my wine” to “I recommend the White Russian, but tell the bartender not to be
skimpy on the vodka.” There is no one formula for parenting, despite the
trillions of dollars spent telling you otherwise. The Ezzos don’t have the
formula. Bill Gothard doesn’t have the formula. James Dobson doesn’t have the
formula (and he turns out to be nastily racist too.)
As children grow and mature, a parent’s approach has to change as well, or the
relationship will be damaged. (I have far too much personal experience with
this one…) And no two children are the same. An approach that works for one
won’t work for another.
Being “consistent” with your children day after day and year
after year, and treating each child and each situation “the same” sounds nice
on paper, but in real life it flops more than the Brazilian soccer team in the
penalty area. Life mocks our puny attempts to nail down a sure set of parenting
rules.
Enns relates this to the Bible as well.
Likewise, spiritual maturity won’t happen by looking to the
Bible as a one-size-fits-all-how-to-grow-up-Christian instructional manual. We
can’t “go to the Bible” for ironed-out answers, or even principles, to many -
or most - of the specific and important decisions we make every second of the
day, on the fly.
Waiting for the Bible to “tell me what to do” means we’ll
either be waiting forever, in silence, paralyzed about making any decisions, or
we’ll wind up baptizing our bad decisions with a Bible verse that, let’s face
it, has about as much to do with what we’re dealing with at the moment as a
Shakespearean sonnet has for guiding roof repair.
This is so. Very. Much. True. My experience has been less
characterized by paralysis than by the “make a terrible decision and baptize it
using the Bible” error. Looking back, every single source of religious conflict
I experienced derived from this problem. That includes the decision to become
involved with Gothard’s cult, and also the decisions during my adulthood that
severed relationships. It was parenting and relationship decisions based on
misused and abused scripture, rather than on kindness, empathy, or respect. I
am reminded of a fantastic quote from T. David Gordon (in The
Insufficiency of Scripture):
“Theonomy, therefore, is not merely an error, though it has
manifestly been regarded as erroneous by the Reformed tradition. It is
the error du jour, the characteristic error of an unwise
generation. It is the error of a generation that has abandoned the
biblically-mandated quest for wisdom on the assumption that the Bible itself
contains all that we need to know about life’s various enterprises. It is
the proof-textual, Bible-thumping, literalist, error par excellence.
It is not merely the view of the unwise, but the view of the never-to-be-wise,
because it is the view of those who wrongly believe that scripture sufficiently
governs this arena, and who, for this reason, will never discover in the
natural constitution of the human nature or the particular circumstances of
given peoples what must be discovered to govern well and wisely.”
Enns fleshes this out a bit in his chapter on Proverbs.
Which is a great book of the Bible. But it is not a book of answers.
Rather, it is a book of wisdom, containing obvious contradictions (or
paradoxes), which admonishes the reader to seek wisdom.
Proverbs doesn’t tell its readers what to do, because
Proverbs teaches wisdom.
Wisdom isn’t about finding a quick answer key to life -
like turning to the index, finding your problem, and turning to the right page
so it all works out. Wisdom is about learning how to work through the
unpredictable, uncontrollable messiness of life so you can figure out on your
own in real time.
This relates back to that T. David Gordon quote. Learning
wisdom isn’t learning formulae or reading the Bible more literally. It is
learning to make good decisions in the circumstances you find yourself. And
that takes practice. And also empathy and compassion, which are the two things
that have most been beaten out of white Evangelicals by decades of weaponizing
scripture. But a formula is SO attractive! It eliminates the need to think. It
creates a false promise of a guarantee. But it doesn’t work, and just leaves a
trail of destruction behind as increasingly unwise decisions are made to
protect the formula.
The book itself is divided into sections representing
specific problems that end up being flash points about the Bible. Thus, it
starts with the one which the New Atheists have harped on constantly: the
Canaanite Genocide and what it says about the character of God. It then moves
on to the problems of history (lots of stuff in the early pages of the Bible
didn’t actually happen), then the theological inconsistancies and other
contradictions. It also spends a great deal of time on Jesus and Paul, who,
shall we say, didn’t interpret the Bible AT ALL like Evangelicals do. Rather,
they worked in the Jewish interpretive tradition, and made creative leaps to
completely new understandings of the text. This too was something that bothered
me about the Bible. Jesus and Paul took things out of context all the time -
every bit as egregiously as Fundies. The difference was the conclusions,
clearly.
Again, this difference boils down to the view of what
scripture is. If scripture is an instruction book, then we can - and maybe
should - use it as a weapon against those who hold different beliefs. If
scripture is something else, then maybe it isn’t a weapon. Enns discusses this
in his final chapter.
The Bible is not, never has been, and never will be the
center of the Christian faith. Even though the Bible (at least in some
form) has been ever present since the beginning of Christianity, it’s not the central
focus of the Christian faith. That position belongs to God, specifically, what
God has done in and through Jesus. The Bible is the church’s nonnegotiable
partner, but it is not God’s final word: Jesus is.
The Bible leads us to Jesus. Not the other way around. Enns
also addresses the misuse of the passage in Hebrews which refers to the word of
God as a sword.
The Bible isn’t a lightsaber for lopping off the heads of
people we disagree with. For one thing, “word of God” here in Hebrews doesn’t
mean “the Bible” but God speaking in fresh ways by what he was doing through
Jesus. If you look just before this passage, the author of Hebrews goes through
a lengthy creative interpretation of Psalm 95, giving it new
meaning in light of the new thing God is doing among them centered on
Jesus.
More important, the word of God as a two-edged sword is
supposed to be turned inward, piercing us, not everyone around us. You don’t
wield the sword. God does. God doesn’t call his people to do that, and thinking
that he does is a sign of our own insecurities.
The Bible is not a weapon, a sword to be wielded against
modern-day Canaanites or Babylonians. It is a book where we meet God. It brings
hope, encouragement, knowledge, and deep truth for those willing to risk, and
to “die” to themselves, as Jesus puts it, to accept the challenge of scripture,
knowing they will be undone in the process.
And this leads to a final thought. Enns notes that the
deconstruction of theonomic and literalist views often leads to conflict with
one’s religious community. He, after all, lost his job at an Evangelical
university over his views. So many of his words in this passage could be my
story.
All this to say, if your present community sees your
spiritual journey as a problem because you are wandering off their beach
blanket, it may be time to find another community. One should never do that
impulsively. But if after a time you are sensing that you do not belong, that
you are a problem to be corrected rather than a valued member of the community,
maybe God is calling you elsewhere and to find for yourself that “they” aren’t
so bad after all.
That decision is very personal (sometimes involving whole
families) and can take some courage to make, but it is worth the risk. One
thing is certain: if you stay where you are without any change at all, the
pressure to either conform on keep quiet will work in you like a slow-acting
poison.
And if you go too far down that road, it can be a tough haul
coming back from bitterness and resentment - especially for children.
Just wow. This was absolutely the case for me with
Evangelicalism in general, and my longtime church in particular.
Despite devoting the first 40 years of my life to the
church, and 18 to a particular church - and I wasn’t just a pew-sitter, I was
heavily involved in serving in music and other jobs - it is clear in retrospect
that I NEVER was a valued member of the community. I was a resource to be
exploited. I was welcome as long as I gave freely of my time and passion - and kept
my mouth fucking shut. As soon as I pushed back against the toxic politics or
damaging teachings, well, I was a problem to be solved. And eventually evicted.
I never really mattered. Not really. I was thrown under the bus as soon as I
stopped parroting the party line.
And people wonder why I haven’t returned to church.
Sadly, Enns is right about the last bit too. I believe he
has a child who has struggled a lot over the years, and that the rejection by
the church was a factor. On the one hand, I am so glad that we got out when we
did. Subsequent events have shown that staying would have caused significant
trauma for the kids (and one in particular, for reasons.) But leaving was
traumatic for them too. It was better to leave, but I can’t help but wonder if
it would have been best had we never taken them to church. (Just like, looking
back on my own traumatic church experiences, if I might not have been a
mentally healthier person had I left Evangelicalism before having kids. It’s
hard to know. But, of course, that intersects with my family experience, and
the toxic effects of religion over generations. It’s...messy at best.)
So I find myself here, where I am. I still am a Christian
(but definitely NOT an Evangelical.) I still am drawn to Christ, and the
revolutionary teachings he gave us. And I am inspired by the hope of a more positive true Christianity.
Peter Enns has been a huge part of that journey for me,
giving me permission (so to speak) to reject a literalist and theonomic
approach to our sacred book. Ironically perhaps, it was when I felt free to see
the Bible as literature, poetry, experience, a journey, and as a source of
wisdom, not rules, that I found my love for the book re-kindled. While there
are still spots that are associated with Gothard or Fundamentalism that give me
a bit of PTSD, I find that I am able to read scripture again - and love it.
The Bible Tells Me So is a good entry point to Enns’
ideas. There wasn’t that much in there that I hadn’t heard or read elsewhere -
I have, after all, been following his podcast during lunch at work for the past
two and a half years. And I have read pretty nearly every blog post he has
written. But the book is concise, and has a number of pithy lines, as you can
tell. Enns writes with wit and self-deprecating humor, which helps lighten the
topic a bit - a good thing for those of us recovering from religious trauma.
More than anything else, Enns provides an alternative approach to scripture,
one which doesn’t run away from reality, seek to recreate the injustices of the
past, or paper over the genuine issues the Bible raises.
***
Several things I want to recommend in connection with this
book:
First, the blog and podcast that Enns (and Jared Byas -
can’t forget his excellent contributions) runs.
Second, Professor Christine Hayes of Yale has a video course on the Old Testament
that is an order of magnitude more helpful than any sermon I have ever heard. I
really wish I had seen this as a teen - it might have saved a lot of
struggle.
Third is Mark Noll’s outstanding book, The Scandal of the
Evangelical Mind.
It helped clarify that I wasn’t imagining things, that Evangelicalism really
was deeply anti-intellectual, expecting dogma to trump reality, and making
catastrophically bad decisions as a result.
I was an avid reader of various mythologies (especially Greek) when I was very young, so my experience with the Bible was colored by that. It occurred to me from a young age that the Bible, like the various stories of mythology, were mostly meant to be taken as metaphorical; events didn't happen exactly as the writing said, but specific details aren't important because the important thing is the moral and logical understanding behind the stories. And that becomes absolutely obvious when you learn about the history of how the Bible came to be written down in the first place (specifically the New Testament), where the tales of Paul came FIRST, and the Gospels written down years later, and centuries after the events had happened. Considering the human penchant for exaggeration, I guarantee that a story handed down for at least 400 years is going to come out of the end VERY different from when it started...
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