Like many of us who have had a significant crisis of faith
in the last few years - and are trying to find a way forward into a non-toxic
version of belief rather than the reality-challenged, white nationalist, LGBTQ
hating, Trump-worshipping cesspit that Evangelicalism has become, I am still
reeling from and processing Rachel Held Evans’ sudden death. To those who
haven’t shared the experience, it is hard to explain, and my attempts to do so
have been rather fumbling. I may try to write about it later. I guess the best
way to put it as a quick take is this: she was one of the very few who combined
an Everyman (non-professionally-trained) background, a lifetime in the church,
and a clarity and eloquence in pushing back at the self-appointed authorities
and guardians of “Orthodoxy.” As someone who left the church over two years ago
and hasn’t been back, her passing was a bit of a blow to the dream that
someday, when the Baby Boomers no longer have a stranglehold on power, we might
someday see a church that is a force for good and not evil. One which isn’t
obsessed with the Culture Wars™, which are at the core about keeping minorities
in their place (and promoting white patriarchal culture as “godliness”),
policing what people do with their genitals and reproductive organs, and
keeping women firmly in a subordinate place. Oh, and persecuting anyone outside
the tribe.
While it is certainly possible that others will rise up to
replace RHE, I am not sure she truly can be replaced. And the result of that
isn’t going to be some sort of a return to the cruelty of “orthodox” theology -
it is going to be that many more are going to give up on religion entirely. My
atheist friends will probably not mourn that - but most would likely agree that
if we are going to have religion, everyone is better off if it is a force for
good and not vicious cruelty.
A case in point here is that to the degree we have discussed
their thoughts, my older kids largely associate Christianity with hate -
particularly against minorities and LGBTQ people - and with Trump. And why
wouldn’t they? And that is why they don’t consider religion an important part
of their lives at this point. And I can’t blame them one iota - because their
experience has been and continues to be very negative.
So yes, the loss of one of the truly decent remaining
prominent Christians is a big loss.
***
I want to discuss something related to this, though.
Something RHE’s death has clarified fully. And that is this:
Evangelicals don’t
really believe in salvation by faith in Jesus Christ.
They believe in
salvation by faith in The Rules™.
Here is how I know this:
In the aftermath of RHE’s death, a bunch of people who had
argued with RHE - she challenged
the misogynistic patriarchists who hoard the power in Evangelicalism - came
out with statement which were, shall we say, less than gracious. These ran from
“pretending to be gracious” to truly vicious and nasty, but I think they share
a common thread - and that common thread is that they believe - or at least
suspect, that RHE is burning in hell. Let me use a “do not link” to just a few
of these.
Pulpit
and Pen (#1)
Pulpit and Pen (#2)
The worst (or best perhaps) are the Pulpit and Pen ones -
best because they are more honest about what the authors think. But the others
are pretty bad too. Doug Wilson is incapable of being gracious rather than
smarmy anyway, but his is only marginally better than Pulpit and Pen. For CT,
they seem determined to get a final dig in at RHE - they don’t go so far as to
be explicit that they think she is in hell, but they don’t want anyone to mistakenly
believe that she was a “true” Christian, apparently. (The original has been
removed - but the “explanation” is still problematic. Zack Hunt explains why (quoted from his
facebook page):
“When we learned of her illness, we
began seeking an essay that could balance two concerns—to properly honor her
without pretending she didn’t have significant disagreements with important CT
distinctives.”
Except here’s the thing....
You didn’t actually have to do that.
Jesus didn’t call us to be legalistic
assholes so myopically obsessed with defending our version of orthodoxy that we
think it’s even remotely ok to use a tragic death to score a few final points
with our theological opponents.
If you didn’t agree with everything
Rachel believed, fine.
But we all knew that already.
Thinking you need to use her death to
reiterate your disagreement isn’t an oversight
It’s a pathological condition & one
of many reasons so many want nothing to do with evangelicalism.
And just so we’re all on the same page,
let’s be crystal clear about what those “distinctives” are that Christianity
Today feels the need to use Rachel’s death to reiterate.
They think LGBT folks are going to hell.
And by “think” I mean they’re so
obsessed with the marginalization and damnation of the LGBT community they’ll
use a tragedy as an opportunity to cause more pain.
It’s not just sick.
It’s not just sinful.
It’s anti-Christ in the truest sense of
the word.
As for the others, let me summarize: for Pulpit and Pen, it
is clear that RHE is in hell. And is now discovering that God is in fact male
(and definitely NOT in any way female) and that he will torture her for
eternity because she didn’t believe every point of Patriarchal doctrine. For
Doug Wilson, trying to dance around his instinct to be an asshole to her in
death as he was to her in life, essentially punts with “I hope Jesus found her
in that coma and converted her.” It is pretty clear that he thinks she cannot
have been a genuine believer - because she disagreed with his theology.
As Hunt notes above, there are specific doctrinal differences which are the problem here, and for
(as I have experienced) most Evangelicals, these specific doctrines - not faith
in Jesus Christ - is what determines your eternal destiny.
These are specifically:
LGBTQ people are going to hell (corollary: we should
persecute them!)
Women shouldn’t preach or contradict a man. (know your
place!)
Everyone who doesn’t believe exactly as we do will burn in
hell! (particularly on points 1 and 2)
What are we to make of that?
Let me start my analysis with this thought: looked at
closely, the bible doesn’t even speak with a uniform voice about the afterlife
(or lack thereof) itself - let alone how one gets to heaven or hell. From the
Old Testament and “sheol” - often translated as “the grave” - hardly an
afterlife at all, to the different New Testament perspectives which aren’t a
clear statement that “salvation” means merely fire insurance. And that’s before
you get to the significant differences between Saint Paul and Jesus Christ on teachings.
Oh, and there is the fact that a significant number of the early
church fathers believed in some form of universalism. Even our Protestant
concept of hell owes more to Greek mythology than the actual words of the
bible.
So, at best, in my opinion, we ought to tread really
carefully here. I personally do not believe in the Evangelical version of hell
- I am inclined to a combination of C. S. Lewis in The Great Divorce, and Neil Gaiman in “Other People.” But my faith
in my belief on this point is...provisional. (Actually, I believe ALL of our
beliefs should be provisional - we should be open to new information.)
But I think there is another thing to look at carefully
here, since we are talking about Evangelicals, who claim to take the bible
literally. Except they don’t in this case. What is the usual proof text on
salvation by faith alone? Let me think back to my AWANA days...here it is,
recite with me:
Romans
10:9. If you declare with your mouth, "Jesus is Lord," and believe in
your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
Hmm, that seems pretty...broad. Openly declare you believe
Jesus is Lord, and believe sincerely in the resurrection.
I won’t go through all the other proof texts, but that is a
pretty dang good summary of the stereotypical Evangelical teaching. Believe in
Jesus, say a prayer out loud (some version of the Sinner’s Prayer, preferably),
and BAM! You have fire insurance!
Perhaps a bit more complicated is what Jesus himself said.
There are two places, where he gives a direct teaching on some form of hell.
One is in Luke, where he describes the rich man in hell, and Lazarus the beggar
in paradise. And the only reason for the torment of the rich man appears to be
that he was rich and didn’t help Lazarus. Well, that’s kind of scary for a lot
of Evangelicals, who have made the oppression of the poor their political
priority, but it still seems pretty broad.
The other, of course, is in Matthew
25:31-46 - the parable of the sheep and the goats, where Christ explicitly
ties eternal destiny to how we treat the vulnerable and oppressed.
You could also add in the best known parable of all time:
The Good Samaritan. Which
I wrote about here.
So, good evidence of salvation by how we treat the needy.
You can also find sayings of Christ indicating that belief
in Him is a threshold requirement for entry into the kingdom.
Now, Evangelicals will also try then to bring into the
discussion the passages in Saint Paul’s writings
where he describes those who “will not inherit the Kingdom of God.”
In practice, they
only care about the sexual sins, of course, not the malice or slander -
those are fine if directed against people outside the tribe, like, say,
immigrants.
But even for those, the warning is against the actions, not the beliefs. I can’t find anywhere it says that God will burn you for
eternity if you don’t have ALL the correct beliefs about how other people should act.
Here we get to the core issue.
All evidence suggests that RHE believed in Jesus Christ. All
evidence indicates she publically proclaimed him as Lord. All evidence
indicates she genuinely tried to follow his example and commands. For that
matter, all evidence was that she was heterosexual and faithful in marriage.
So why do these guys (and it is men, overwhelmingly),
believe she is burning in hell?
Because she didn’t
believe in all the “right” rules.
Zack Hunt nails it: her mortal, unforgivable sin was in
refusing to believe that LGBTQ people will burn in hell.
The other one, of course, was refusing to defer to male
“authority,” and just shut the fuck up already. To know her place. (And yes,
that is precisely one of Doug Wilson’s beefs with her.) But it is really the
first one, wasn’t it? The one thing a “true” Christian may NEVER believe. That
genitals are not destiny and that God doesn’t really obsess about what we do
with them all that much.
This is literally salvation
by believing in the right rules.
***
I
think Morgan Guyton wrote the most perceptive piece on why this is.
American (white) Evangelicalism isn’t about following Christ. And it hasn’t
been for a very, very long time.
Rather, it is about performing
orthodoxy. It is about proving to one’s self and others that one belongs in
the “in-crowd.” To the Demos (the mob) as Guyton puts it. And to that end, it
is necessary to find bright-line distinctions between those who are “in” and
those who are “out.” And this distinction needs to be one which doesn’t call
for any actual sacrifice on the part of those who are in. Instead, it has to be
hatred directed at those who are out - the sacrifice is that of the outsiders.
As one might put it, “The gods require the sacrifice of someone other than me.”
And, to prove to each other that they are “in,” the members of the Demos must
become increasingly rigid, fanatical, and cruel. Because “faith” is no longer
about seeking to follow Christ in good faith: it is proving over and over to
the others that we “belong.”
***
My wife and I have way too much experience with “performing
orthodoxy.” Our families spent time in fundamentalist cults which took that to
the extreme. We performed orthodoxy by eliminating all music with African
roots. (Demonic “Tribal” rhythms, yo!) We performed orthodoxy by insisting on ever more coverage
of female bodies (because female bodies are the source of SIN!) We
performed orthodoxy by insisting on rigid Victorian
gender roles. Eventually, when my wife and I left, and decided we were no
longer going to perform orthodoxy for the benefit of family or others of our
faith, we paid the price. Many relationships have been badly damaged, and we
were evicted from our longtime church. As I read somewhere, belonging is a
hell of a drug, and it makes you put up with shit that otherwise you would
never be around. This goes for politics as well as dysfunctional relationships.
But when belonging requires you to sell your soul and conscience, you have a
choice. Most of Evangelicalism has sold their souls. (To white nationalism as a
start…) We decided no sense of belonging was worth that price.
So yeah, I understand all too well why those of my former
tribe have consigned Rachel Held Evans to hell. Because if salvation ceases to
be about performing orthodoxy for other members of the mob, they might actually
have to do the hard work of self-examination, and discover that, far from being
good people, they have chosen to combine the power and cruelty of Rome with the
self-righteousness of the Pharisees. And a WOMAN, of all people, who had the
huevos to point that out, must of course be consigned to hell.
So, RIP, Rachel Held Evans. The world is a worse place
without you. All of us pushing back against the darkness will miss you.
I was very sad to hear of her death. I enjoyed her books and even though I was cradle raised as a Lutheran (ELCA) I have relatives that cling to shelf of patriarchal Christianity.
ReplyDeleteOne of the nastiest and evil commenters was Lori Alexander of A Transformed Wife. She has since deleted her comments, but she was just as bad as Pulpit and Pen. It was strange that female commentators condemned her while the males were all into the RHE is burning in hell. What horrible things to say while her husband and 2 small children are grieving her loss. I have lost most of my respect for evangelicals in the past few months and this just compounded it.
Thank you for your wise commentary on RHE.
Heaven forfend that they give to the poor, feed the hungry, give (clean) water to the thirsty, clothe the naked, welcome the foreigner, heal the sick, love their enemies, turn the other cheek, and go the extra mile.
ReplyDeleteAfter all, like Paul said, it's all about *faith*, about believing you're saved! Not about works -- it's not like you'll know them by their fruits or anything.
The problem is, the evangelicals that follow Trump right now believe in the wrong Jesus. I'd say this sums it up nicely: https://images.dailykos.com/images/294198/large/bac009d4469be8c38d7b883b05a5f75d.jpg?1472690965
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