Source of book: I own the complete poems of Christina
Rossetti
I recall, back when I was in single digits and first reading
somewhat more grown up literature, reading a set from the 1950s from Collier’s,
entitled The Junior Classics. My mom
must have found it at a thrift store - they have gotten quite expensive these
days. I “appropriated” the set when I got my own room, and took them with me
when I moved out. Sorry mom. Sort of. I know you will be happy that my kids
have read them too.
Anyway, the final volume of the set was dedicated to poetry,
and it was through that book that I gained my lifelong love of poetry. I can
even tell you the first poem that I truly loved: “The
Bee” by Emily
Dickinson. I don’t remember which poems specifically, but I also remember
that I enjoyed Sara Teasdale, Robert
Frost, and Christina Rossetti. My library lacks Teasdale, but I regularly
read the others. While I have come to love many others, I still find that my
first poetic loves speak to me in a special way.
When I started writing about my reading, first on Facebook,
and then on my blog, I decided I was going to make a concerted effort to read
poetry regularly, and more systematically, rather than the random and sadly
infrequent way I had been. A few years back, I wrote about Rossetti’s first
collection, Goblin
Market and Other Poems. The
Prince’s Progress and Other Poems is her second collection, written four
years later.
I was a little apprehensive about reading Rossetti again. In
the time since I last read her, I have gone through a spiritually traumatic
time. We left our longtime church in 2017, after essentially being forced out
due to our political beliefs. Our former religious tradition hitched its wagon
to a white nationalist political movement and a man who embodies the opposite
of Christ and His teachings in every imaginable way. In the runup to this, my
wife and I started seriously processing our experiences in Christian
Patriarchy. So it has been a bumpy ride. I was worried, therefore, because
Rossetti wrote a lot of religious - devoutly religious - poetry. I’m not sure
which worried me more: the potential triggers, or hating the poems finding
myself disillusioned with one of my early loves.
Fortunately, neither happened. What did happen is that I
discovered again how raw, genuine, personal, and compassionate Rossetti’s faith
was. Even the ones that didn’t particularly speak to me were never self
righteous, pious, or smug. She wore her lacerated heart on her sleeve.
Rossetti’s emotionality and vulnerability are touching, and it is impossible to
doubt her genuine quest for the Divine.
Also striking was just how personal some of the poems were
when it came to her own sorrow: she was unlucky in love, and never married,
despite her desire to do so. She turned down three different suitors, two
because of religious incompatibility. One also wonders if she felt she would
have to give up too much to enter into a Victorian marriage. Whatever the case,
lost love and romantic disappointment are recurring themes throughout this
collection. For example, the title poem is a long narrative of a prince who
delays returning to his princess due to a series of temptations that he gives
in to, only to find she has died. Some are similarly obvious about those
themes, while others just hint at the cause of her heartache. Overall, I would
say this collection tends toward the darker side of her writing.
Here are my favorites from the collection.
Let me start off with what was certainly one of the first of
her poems I read as a child. It brought back memories of sitting and reading -
and reading the poems aloud to hear the rhythm of the words.
Spring Quiet
Gone were but the Winter,
Come were but the Spring,
I would go to a covert
Where the birds sing;
Where in the whitethorn
Singeth a thrush,
And a robin sings
In the holly-bush.
Full of fresh scents
Are the budding boughs
Arching high over
A cool green house:
Full of sweet scents,
And whispering air
Which sayeth softly:
"We spread no snare;
"Here dwell in safety,
Here dwell alone,
With a clear stream
And a mossy stone.
"Here the sun shineth
Most shadily;
Here is heard an echo
Of the far sea,
Though far off it be."
Gone were but the Winter,
Come were but the Spring,
I would go to a covert
Where the birds sing;
Where in the whitethorn
Singeth a thrush,
And a robin sings
In the holly-bush.
Full of fresh scents
Are the budding boughs
Arching high over
A cool green house:
Full of sweet scents,
And whispering air
Which sayeth softly:
"We spread no snare;
"Here dwell in safety,
Here dwell alone,
With a clear stream
And a mossy stone.
"Here the sun shineth
Most shadily;
Here is heard an echo
Of the far sea,
Though far off it be."
That’s probably the most optimistic poem in this collection.
Here is another that I remember from my childhood:
Summer
Winter is cold-hearted
Spring is yea and nay,
Autumn is a weather-cock
Blown every way:
Summer days for me
When every leaf is on its tree;
When Robin's not a beggar,
And Jenny Wren's a bride,
And larks hang singing, singing,
singing,
Over the wheat-fields wide,
And anchored lilies ride,
And the pendulum spider
Swings from side to side,
And blue-black beetles transact
business,
And gnats fly in a host,
And furry caterpillars hasten
That no time be lost,
And moths grow fat and thrive,
And ladybirds arrive.
Before green apples blush,
Before green nuts embrown,
Why, one day in the country
Is worth a month in town;
Is worth a day and a year
Of the dusty, musty, lag-last
fashion
That days drone elsewhere.
The next one is a bit darker, a conversation between two
lovers - one living, and one dead yet not at peace.
The Poor Ghost
'Oh whence do you come, my dear
friend, to me,
With your golden hair all fallen
below your knee,
And your face as white as snowdrops
on the lea,
And your voice as hollow as the
hollow sea?'
'From the other world I come back
to you,
My locks are uncurled with dripping
drenching dew.
You know the old, whilst I know the
new:
But to-morrow you shall know this
too.'
'Oh not to-morrow into the dark, I
pray;
Oh not to-morrow, too soon to go
away:
Here I feel warm and well-content
and gay:
Give me another year, another day.'
'Am I so changed in a day and a
night
That mine own only love shrinks
from me with fright,
Is fain to turn away to left or
right
And cover up his eyes from the
sight?'
'Indeed I loved you, my chosen
friend,
I loved you for life, but life has
an end;
Through sickness I was ready to
tend:
But death mars all, which we cannot
mend.
'Indeed I loved you; I love you yet,
If you will stay where your bed is
set,
Where I have planted a violet,
Which the wind waves, which the dew
makes wet.'
'Life is gone, then love too is
gone,
It was a reed that I leant upon:
Never doubt I will leave you alone
And not wake you rattling bone with
bone.
'I go home alone to my bed,
Dug deep at the foot and deep at
the head,
Roofed in with a load of lead,
Warm enough for the forgotten dead.
'But why did your tears soak
through the clay,
And why did your sobs wake me where
I lay?
I was away, far enough away:
Let me sleep now till the Judgment
Day.'
I love the ambiguity here. Has he really forgotten her? Has
he married another? Or is he really still mourning her? Does she resent being
summoned or not? There is a deliciousness in what is left unsaid.
The next poem is an interesting take on wind and the changing
of the seasons.
A Year’s Windfalls
On the wind of January
Down flits the snow,
Travelling from the frozen North
As cold as it can blow.
Poor robin redbreast,
Look where he comes;
Let him in to feel your fire,
And toss him of your crumbs.
On the wind in February
Snowflakes float still,
Half inclined to turn to rain,
Nipping, dripping, chill.
Then the thaws swell the streams,
And swollen rivers swell the sea:—
If the winter ever ends
How pleasant it will be!
In the wind of windy March
The catkins drop down,
Curly, caterpillar-like,
Curious green and brown.
With concourse of nest-building
birds
And leaf-buds by the way,
We begin to think of flowers
And life and nuts some day.
With the gusts of April
Rich fruit-tree blossoms fall,
On the hedged-in orchard-green,
From the southern wall.
Apple-trees and pear-trees
Shed petals white or pink,
Plum-trees and peach-trees;
While sharp showers sink and sink.
Little brings the May breeze
Beside pure scent of flowers,
While all things wax and nothing
wanes
In lengthening daylight hours.
Across the hyacinth beds
The wind lags warm and sweet,
Across the hawthorn tops,
Across the blades of wheat.
In the wind of sunny June
Thrives the red rose crop,
Every day fresh blossoms blow
While the first leaves drop;
White rose and yellow rose
And moss-rose choice to find,
And the cottage cabbage-rose
Not one whit behind.
On the blast of scorched July
Drives the pelting hail,
From thunderous lightning-clouds,
that blot
Blue heaven grown lurid-pale.
Weedy waves are tossed ashore,
Sea-things strange to sight
Gasp upon the barren shore
And fade away in light.
In the parching August wind
Corn-fields bow the head,
Sheltered in round valley depths,
On low hills outspread.
Early leaves drop loitering down
Weightless on the breeze,
First fruits of the year's decay
From the withering trees.
In brisk wind of September
The heavy-headed fruits
Shake upon their bending boughs
And drop from the shoots;
Some glow golden in the sun,
Some show green and streaked,
Some set forth a purple bloom,
Some blush rosy-cheeked.
In strong blast of October
At the equinox,
Stirred up in his hollow bed
Broad ocean rocks;
Plunge the ships on his bosom,
Leaps and plunges the foam,—
It's oh! for mothers' sons at sea,
That they were safe at home.
In slack wind of November
The fog forms and shifts;
All the world comes out again
When the fog lifts.
Loosened from their sapless twigs
Leaves drop with every gust;
Drifting, rustling, out of sight
In the damp or dust.
Last of all, December,
The year's sands nearly run,
Speeds on the shortest day,
Curtails the sun;
With its bleak raw wind
Lays the last leaves low,
Brings back the nightly frosts,
Brings back the snow.
The next one is a bit of an anecdote as a metaphor for Rossetti’s
own lack of luck in love.
The Queen of Hearts
How comes it, Flora, that, whenever
we
Play cards together, you invariably,
However the pack parts,
Still hold the Queen of Hearts?
I've scanned you with a
scrutinizing gaze,
Resolved to fathom these your
secret ways:
But, sift them as I will,
Your ways are secret still.
I cut and shuffle; shuffle, cut,
again;
But all my cutting, shuffling,
proves in vain:
Vain hope, vain forethought too;
The Queen still falls to you.
I dropped her once, prepense; but,
ere the deal
Was dealt, your instinct seemed her
loss to feel:
'There should be one card more,'
You said, and searched the floor.
I cheated once; I made a private
notch
In Heart-Queen's back, and kept a
lynx-eyed watch;
Yet such another back
Deceived me in the pack:
The Queen of Clubs assumed by arts
unknown
An imitative dint that seemed my
own;
This notch, not of my doing,
Misled me to my ruin.
It baffles me to puzzle out the
clue,
Which must be skill, or craft, or
luck in you:
Unless, indeed, it be
Natural affinity.
Of the more religiously themed poems, three stood out. (I’ll
quote the final one later.)
What Would I Give
What would I give for a heart of
flesh to warm me through,
Instead of this heart of stone
ice-cold whatever I do!
Hard and cold and small, of all
hearts the worst of all.
What would I give for words, if
only words would come!
But now in its misery my spirit has
fallen dumb.
O merry friends, go your own way, I
have never a word to say.
What would I give for tears! Not
smiles but scalding tears,
To wash the black mark clean, and
to thaw the frost of years,
To wash the stain ingrain, and to
make me clean again.
I’ve mentioned that I love sonnets - I love the rigid form,
the balanced sections, the need to make ideas concise and yet linked. I even
wrote some technically correct (but artistically amateurish) sonnets during
high school. I can’t find them now, which is probably just as well. This sonnet
is a bit of a riff on Ecclesiastes.
Vanity of Vanities
Ah, woe is me for pleasure that is
vain,
Ah, woe is me for glory that is
past:
Pleasure that bringeth sorrow at
the last,
Glory that at the last bringeth no
gain!
So saith the sinking heart; and so
again
It shall say till the mighty
angel-blast
Is blown, making the sun and moon
aghast
And showering down the stars like
sudden rain.
And evermore men shall go fearfully
Bending beneath their weight of
heaviness;
And ancient men shall lie down
wearily,
And strong men shall rise up in
weariness;
Yea, even the young shall answer
sighingly
Saying one to another: How vain it
is!
The next poem is - in my opinion - one of Rossetti’s best.
It is haunting, lacerating, full of agony - and nakedly honest.
Memory
I.
I nursed it in my bosom while it
lived,
I
hid it in my heart when it was dead;
In joy I sat alone, even so I
grieved
Alone
and nothing said.
I shut the door to face the naked
truth,
I
stood alone,--I faced the truth alone,
Stripped bare of self-regard or
forms or ruth
Till
first and last were shown.
I took the perfect balances and
weighed;
No
shaking of my hand disturbed the poise;
Weighed, found it wanting: not a
word I said,
But
silent made my choice.
None know the choice I made; I make
it still.
None
know the choice I made and broke my heart,
Breaking mine idol: I have braced
my will
Once,
chosen for once my part.
I broke it at a blow, I laid it
cold,
Crushed
in my deep heart where it used to live.
My heart dies inch by inch; the
time grows old,
Grows
old in which I grieve.
II.
I have a room whereinto no one
enters
Save
I myself alone:
There
sits a blessed memory on a throne,
There my life centres.
While winter comes and goes--O
tedious comer!--
And
while its nip-wind blows;
While
bloom the bloodless lily and warm rose
Of lavish summer.
If any should force entrance he
might see there
One
buried yet not dead,
Before
whose face I no more bow my head
Or bend my knee there;
But often in my worn life's autumn
weather
I
watch there with clear eyes,
And
think how it will be in Paradise
When we're together.
While I think Rossetti is speaking of her rejection of her
suitors, I think this poem resonates as a description of a certain kind of
grief. The grief one feels when one has to make a horrible choice, one in which
there is no winning, just losing less badly. One where one, perhaps, must make
a choice to do the moral thing, even though the cost is devastatingly high. For
her, marrying outside her religion (in an era when Protestants and Catholics
were still deeply divided) was a bridge too far. Having had to make a number of
my own hard choices on the basis of conscience over the last couple of years, I
really felt this poem hit home. I’m still grieving.
The final poem is another devastating one, this time with a
religious theme. It could be the theme of our own time, and our modern-day
Pharisees who refuse to see the vulnerable as Christ in disguise.
Despised and Rejected
My sun has set, I dwell
In darkness as a dead man out of
sight;
And none remains, not one, that I
should tell
To him mine evil plight
This bitter night.
I will make fast my door
That hollow friends may trouble me
no more.
'Friend, open to Me.'—Who is this that calls?
Nay, I am deaf as are my walls:
Cease crying, for I will not hear
Thy cry of hope or fear.
Others were dear,
Others forsook me: what art thou
indeed
That I should heed
Thy lamentable need?
Hungry should feed,
Or stranger lodge thee here?
'Friend, My Feet bleed.
Open thy door to Me and comfort Me.'
I will not open, trouble me no more.
Go on thy way footsore,
I will not rise and open unto thee.
'Then is it nothing to thee? Open,
see
Who stands to plead with thee.
Open, lest I should pass thee by,
and thou
One day entreat My Face
And howl for grace,
And I be deaf as thou art now.
Open to Me.'
Then I cried out upon him: Cease,
Leave me in peace:
Fear not that I should crave
Aught thou mayst have.
Leave me in peace, yea trouble me
no more,
Lest I arise and chase thee from my
door.
What, shall I not be let
Alone, that thou dost vex me yet?
But all night long that voice spake
urgently:
'Open to Me.'
Still harping in mine ears:
'Rise, let Me in.'
Pleading with tears:
'Open to Me that I may come to
thee.'
While the dew dropped, while the
dark hours were cold:
'My Feet bleed, see My Face,
See My Hands bleed that bring thee
grace,
My Heart doth bleed for thee,
Open to Me.'
So till the break of day:
Then died away
That voice, in silence as of sorrow;
Then footsteps echoing like a sigh
Passed me by,
Lingering footsteps slow to pass.
On the morrow
I saw upon the grass
Each footprint marked in blood, and
on my door
The mark of blood for evermore.
When this collection came out in 1866, it was illustrated by
Rossetti’s brother, Dante Gabriel Rossetti. I found a couple of them online,
and figured it was worth including them in this post.
I truly love Rossett's works, and "Despised and Rejected" is really haunting.
ReplyDeleteI've wondered about the last line some. Originally, I saw it as a guilt-mark - "You're guilty of My blood." But I wonder if instead it's a sign of grace - "Even though you rejected Me, out of love I still place My blood of protection on your door" (referencing Exodus).
YES! I love that last line for the same reason. I don't think her ambiguity is ever accidental.
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